Im soooo pissed off at someone. Some people just love to justify everything. Just because Im not so good when arguing verbally, he thinks he can get away with everything. Yes Im not a pro when kelento-ing people because basically Im a pretty straight forward person. I can’t think of suitable vocabs especially when Im mad. When I am mad, I tend to be really emotional. I cant keling here and keling there, trying to justify EVERYTHING, trying to turn everything around to make it like its other people’s fault when it is actually mine. I wish I have the talent to ‘kong’ people. But heck I even feel guilty when selling my used item with a lil bit of profit. I was so mad just now that I was trembling and got headache. Hypertension aku!. Too much stress till got lil bit excess catecholamine there I think.
Usually when I am mad at someone, I will stay away. That usually solves everything. Unless when you care about someone, thats a problem. Staying away is hard when you care about someone. If you care about someone, you don’t want them to be taken for granted, to make a fool of themselves by someone else. In other words, when you’re mad at someone you care, like it or not, you still want to protect them. Whether they know it or not, it doesn’t matter.
You don’t like it when people talk about someone you care about. The I can talk bad about my country but you can’t rule applies here. But yet, you still want to know about any unknown bad things about your country. Just because…you want to know. Oh my god. I dont even know what Im typing right now. Ignore this paragraph. Its crap.
Oh my. What a disappointment. I used to be just disappointed. But now I am disappointed, and sad too.
SIgh.
Love (or puppy love..or lust? whatever..its ur call) Is Blind……..
…….until you get married.
Hehe Im cracking myself up there. Smile everyone.
*geleng geleng kepala*
